My first time was in all different positions just to be able to find the best one ended up with me on my back and my legs spread taking that beautiful bareback cock. Of course it hurt in all positions but I didn't care. I wanted to lose my virginity and I gave my virgin ass pussy to an older man who took it with pride and fucked me. We spent the whole weekend fucking me in the ass. By the end of the weekend I was completely used to taking cock up my ass. I took every load he gave me inside me since that experience I have sucked plenty of cock and taking plenty of cock in my ass. I'll never forget my first lover but I love the feel of a good cock up. My ass feels so good. Fucking me breeding me full warm cum. I love raw anal
my 1st was from behind, but we were outdoors. Later, the first time I was in a man's (a good deal older) bed, on my back naked and spread open I felt like you, exposed and vulnerable. I love the weight of a man pressing me down onto his bed as he fucks me.
Yup. The guy who got my as cherry told me beforehand that it would probably hurt, and a good chance I'd cry. It hurt, and there were tears, and an emphatic yelp, and squirming, and legs flailing (I was in missionary), and clutching the sheets. I'm glad nobody else was there to see me, but I did NOT want it to stop. And once he was fully inside, and I was open and stretched it got progressively more pleasurable. It actually felt good when he started to inseminate me.
The guy who popped my cherry said he always does virgins on their backs (missionary), That way he can kiss them, and he can watch the struggles, grimace, and tears as his cock does what must be done. He lasted a couple minutes inside me but I think he wanted to go longer. (He was surprised a virgin guy in his 50's was as tight as a teen!)
When I am being fucked and sense that the top is fighting his orgasm, I actually use my Kegel muscles to squeeze and stimulate him to a quicker release. For most people, trying to resist your orgasm tends to dull the intensity and occasionally ruins the sensations. If it's gonna happen, let it happen!
I don't know about the "innocence" part. I spent months looking for a guy who I felt knew how to initiate a virgin. He had apparently done that to several young boys, and he was curious to see if an "old guy" (I was in my 50's) reacted similarly. He was a little surprised that I whimpered, squirmed, yelled and cried like they did. He obviously knew how a virgin's mind, as well as his body, worked. He prepared me well for what was going to happen. (He definitely changed my prejudice against kissing another man!) I won't say he went out of his way to be extra gentle - which I actually enjoyed - but he did work to keep things just inside the realm of "hurts-so-good", and not lapse over to "hurts-too-much".
As his semen soothed my sore anus afterwards there was connection, but little (if any) remorse. At first it bothered me that he had enjoyed watching my un-manly reactions to being popped, split, and inseminated. Then I admitted that it was all part of the overall experience and, in fact, contributed to my satisfaction.
My preferred partners are cheating husbands. Some of them show the embarrassment you mention. They might still be twitching when they pull out . (I MUCH prefer to keep the cock inside me until it goes completely soft and my sphincter squeezes it out.) Then they dress quickly and leave immediately. I imagine that their wives will be frustrated and horny that night, because all of their cum is in my rectum, rather than looking for an egg to fertilize inside her pussy.
So many similarities in our stories, Bicur. Your first sounded like he was a decent guy and felt some remorse or connection to you after taking your innocence. Mine did not. In fact, I felt so ashamed and kept trying to look into his eyes to see if we were OK and he just ignored me and left.
Yeah, I was on my back, with a folded pillow under my hips. He opened my thigs wie and raised my legs.
I FELT SO EXPOSED AND VULNERABLE!!
He reminded me that this was the position that women usually use when they get fucked, and I was about to experience the sensations - both physical and mental - of a girl getting her hymen ruptured and her pussy split for the very first time.
He pinned my body under his and his erection did the painful thing that must be done to a virgin hole. IT HURT! I yelped, and writhed, and cried, and clutched the sheets. That was all an important, and satisfying, part of yielding my most personal and intimate opening to him, and allowing him to administer the defloration.
I was hard as a rock when he raised my legs, and went limp as a noodle when he pushed through my sphincter. A few minutes later, it was starting to feel pretty good when he kissed me, whispered "Thank you.", and his sperm spilled freely into my bowels. He took a few strokes after he finished twitching, and I could tell the texture had changed in my ass. Then he pulled out, and immediately went down on my cock - by now, just starting to get semi-hard. On the second stroke I exploded into his mouth! I had NO IDEA that I was THAT CLOSE to orgasm!!
When I am being fucked and sense that the top is fighting his orgasm, I actually use my Kegel muscles to squeeze and stimulate him to a quicker release. For most people, trying to resist your orgasm tends to dull the intensity and occasionally ruins the sensations. If it's gonna happen, let it happen!
As his semen soothed my sore anus afterwards there was connection, but little (if any) remorse. At first it bothered me that he had enjoyed watching my un-manly reactions to being popped, split, and inseminated. Then I admitted that it was all part of the overall experience and, in fact, contributed to my satisfaction.
My preferred partners are cheating husbands. Some of them show the embarrassment you mention. They might still be twitching when they pull out . (I MUCH prefer to keep the cock inside me until it goes completely soft and my sphincter squeezes it out.) Then they dress quickly and leave immediately. I imagine that their wives will be frustrated and horny that night, because all of their cum is in my rectum, rather than looking for an egg to fertilize inside her pussy.
I FELT SO EXPOSED AND VULNERABLE!!
He reminded me that this was the position that women usually use when they get fucked, and I was about to experience the sensations - both physical and mental - of a girl getting her hymen ruptured and her pussy split for the very first time.
He pinned my body under his and his erection did the painful thing that must be done to a virgin hole. IT HURT! I yelped, and writhed, and cried, and clutched the sheets. That was all an important, and satisfying, part of yielding my most personal and intimate opening to him, and allowing him to administer the defloration.
I was hard as a rock when he raised my legs, and went limp as a noodle when he pushed through my sphincter. A few minutes later, it was starting to feel pretty good when he kissed me, whispered "Thank you.", and his sperm spilled freely into my bowels. He took a few strokes after he finished twitching, and I could tell the texture had changed in my ass. Then he pulled out, and immediately went down on my cock - by now, just starting to get semi-hard. On the second stroke I exploded into his mouth! I had NO IDEA that I was THAT CLOSE to orgasm!!