So glad I got exposure to transsexuals before Guys or girls in a predominant way as I thought was a transsexual male to female as my special guy who got me into sucking on men’s cocks them obviously next stop as a submissive sissy bottom girl sexually and sexually and physically I was and am attracted to females naturally but my sexuality was really changed to where I am truly realizing how attracted I am truly to black men and sexually very attracted to them as well and I am sooo submissive when I am in the presence of men sexually and sooo I believe that is why I live being a transsexual male to female and although I didn’t really know or understand what I was doing sexually I would have to say I did it and truthfully asked to be fucked so I could feel like the girl in the video and I was told that I would have to be sexually submissive and be sexually willing to do anything a man asked me to do and I said yes what do I need to do and he said I was really gonna like it and truthfully I didn’t really know that once you are wearing lingerie or girls clothes it’s permanent and sooo they are right. 42 years later I am still doing guys as a submissive sissy bottom girl sexually and only a bottom and since the last ten years I have been married I have been sneaking around behind her back and either prostituted myself or my two black boyfriends that got me into doing drugs for the first time I was 46 and I was sooo happy I did it and truthfully I love it and sooo glad I didn’t say no and since I do it with sex it’s sooo fun and glad l blow clouds on men’s cocks and thankful that I had s much older brother who would make sure I learned to do it with men as a woman and sexually say I love it and on video doing it with him and three of his friends and I told him honestly I would love to have a copy of it and then upload it so other alpha guys can enjoy his hard work in taking a normal little boy and then to a fully dressed up girl sexually promiscuous in every way and doing it with out the use of the word no. Sooo I sooo glad I got turned on to the videos and sooo glad to be a girl sexually and submissive at all times and truthfully I’m just not sure how to do it even any other way. Kisses